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Surrounded By A Million Goats

by Daniel Jakubovic

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1.
Free 05:03
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free service me living in this world should be for free conspiracy it's not the way that its supposed to be don't bring things up just shut up no one cares for your pain drink a lot smoke some pot then pass out on the floor break free your mind pull yourself together inside this facade a message you deliver lucky bastard with a chimp degree will be living in harmony connecting dots with a real expensive tie i write songs they kick me to the street to die burning, yearning love is lacking and decreasing the odds pumping units with no future i need masses withdrawal break free your mind pull yourself together behind this facade don't you dare surrender! authority stroking rationalizing shouldn't you be on my side? a self inflicted misdirected a misunderstanding mind joining forces what a herd of masses holding back mankind force yourself out of this mental execution make a move so you can be proud of yourself. ignore the propaganda a culture living by reality shows a mother sends her kid to die because her TV told her and god is on her side clueless she believes. break free your mind pull yourself together behind this facade a message you deliver don't you surrender!
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Falling Apart 05:51
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Falling Apart straight from the highest point rapidly spiraling down and there's no bottom but i survived the fall miles away from all and myself i can't control. sometimes it feels like i'm falling apart and there's no hope for me i'm doomed from the start for being who i am i'm paying the price cause they're all scared off i don't feel better when i'm under the sun and nothing ever seems to be any fun if i was nuts i'd blow my brains with a gun real soon, real soon, dwelling, obsessing analyzing to the point of misery there's no cure or therapy making up things, involuntary scenarios in my head sometimes i feel like i'm falling apart feels so comfy i don't wanna get up how could they understand what's going inside this head NO, EH , OH instead of trying, find myself giving up what are the odds that her opinions would rock she really wants to push me in front of a truck real soon, real soon, clues swinging moods i fluctuate unbalanced with a healthy, broken view of things, no more dreams they're a lie fool open your eyes those beautiful eyes help yourself by taking a chance and fight turn on that light take it all once again decline the end
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Colorful Explosions 03:41
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Colorful Explosions colorful explosions in the sky make me think of you the best day of my life is never here time doesn't heal i miss you and to be safe around you where is? where is the love we hoped for? now it's dark, dark, blue lucky are the humans who can cry and let the pain dissolve i keep you inside like cyanide never crack heart attack once you let me hold you smelled you, then you left it behind you torture stays with me makes life a little bit shorter colorful explosions in the sky now that i know so quick you let go replacing me there was nothing that could be done full extent of helplessness pains us both , anxiety and regret we can't stop tearing eachother apart and there's no way out stuck in this dimension with you lovely day for another lie another goodbye and then we cry
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Other Ways 04:15
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Other Ways i stand outside alone someone's not answering their phone and so i stay on the outside most conversations spark my thoughts on how most things are dark if i share you won't understand put on your mask and every little thing is fine it's time that maybe you should know pull up your mask show everybody who you are if not i'll have to let you go. i lock myself at home burnt out and never will conform so i prefer to stay unknown we dine and tons of wine everything seems to be just fine tomorrow you will change your mind I have no class but you will never have a mind it's time that i should let you know sit on your ass pathetic is the way you are it's time that i should let you know it's time to let you know it's time that i should let you go i wish there could be other ways.
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Break Like Lovers 05:30
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Break Like Lovers living with a blank space crawling up the wall i live, with, all my mistakes won't compromise at all you are in a good place feeling comfortable but the dark, sad, look on your face you're right at the edge of your fall try to break the wall and we break like lovers now and you take that chance you're not afraid to loose. give and take, please, break the rules failing way too many times , you run away and after all. we break like lovers down when you're afraid to loose then you fall down pacing back and forward piling insecurities just one little step away from trashing all these fears you're pathetic, you're impossible, you're impossible!
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Good Dudes , Dumb Girls 04:39
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good dudes , dumb girls good dudes will always be outnumbered surrounded by a million goats, yeah dumb girls are always in denial the love the ones who make the most not sure which way to go don't trust and always assume the worst but i like that quacking shell with a purse what a curse no sense and empty sex and one plus one is always six why do i wanna put it inside ? i don't know. i don't know. looks so good… we know her as a walking mattress inside her head there's only air, yeah she doesn't even think that its disgusting when dudes run out, she flips around the chair one … two…. three dudes, and blow blow blow for clothes and cash and her boyfriend is sitting at home can't see she's a sociopath with a smile, what doll. legs up in the air she looks at you with that hot, dumb stare on here face , which makes it look like porn which is fun, so much fun. so many wasted years so many rightful fears if you wanna be sane again - get the hell away from there! now she talks to god her delusions are real and she is not i see them everywhere nothing inside YET beautiful hair jaded. im scared. bla bla bla bla bla bla is what spews out of her stupid mouth i should really lock myself up and never come out, never come out never come out bla bla bla!
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Nostalgia 04:55
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Nostalgia open doors broken floors times flies by past has disappeared into the air there's nothing left in there meaningful to you but all the rest are through - turn the page. hanging by a thread live forever in nostalgia , it's all you do. it's time to let it go man, if you only knew what you have you would laugh so wrong to hide at home so many options wait but your'e on your own so alone. what about that girl you like? shut up for way too long and she will move on without you in her life shutting down again you don't want to have regrets while taking your last breath shouldn't have to wait until you die minimize your misery and try! dont blame me she is all about the social skills it's where your chances end what about all your dreams from your innocent years?! before you drowned,,, fucked up for too long you should offer nostalgia for everyone. it's time to let it go man, if you only knew what you have you would laugh so wrong to hide at home so many options wait but your'e on your own so alone. what about the ones you love? a picture frame is not exactly enough but making a move is tough . sinking fast but you don't care blaming everyone else that life isn't fair. and all you do is stare.
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Mystery 05:05
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mystery mystery you could never let me be cannot see my wounds, under your light then you take your warmth away and leave me in the cold feeling you the most amazing thing to do i see in you the world when you can't see at all i believe that you could see it if you wanted to. how could i expect that you'd see at all wishing we could talk, but you don't call lay on the couch i'm all alone pouring rain, we could be , together asleep tonight give yourself away don't you wanna break away? i believe that you can do it if you wanted to always in the dark so far away you are i'll do anything for you to speak my name why don't you speak my name
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Addictions 04:07
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Addictions i know it will be hard to let you go i swear i'll start tomorrow. pacing then i crawl into a ball i think about you, Devil what would i do? without your hazy fixture there's a chance that i'll fall i love you, i hate you when you're so far away i miss you i love you escape for you i always take a break inhale, to sooth it never fails. until the day is over so many summer days have silently passed by me before i noticed i have wasted my desires. if i only knew that i'd lose my youth forever looking back what would i do? surrender embrace you because i know myself i'd find you i'll need you
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Who Are You Anyway?! 04:55
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who are you anyway? who are you anyway? so messed up, all the way what would you do or say if you were sober feel pressured to adjust it's such a sin to lust my nature's getting crushed and its over now i see a structured insanity its how we decrease our value all of us are trying to break free but we don't know how to start all of us are aching to a degree of justifying those who keep us down. don't feel like doing shit i just wanna fucking sit have no desire for the grinder stuck with yourself your'e lost and you have nobody else who cares, and is able to present you the picture all of us are trying to break free but we don't know how to start all of us are drowning to figure it out is what we're trying to do some of us have lost it swallowed the pill cause they had nothing to loose. all i want is a chance to say everything without you being so dysfunctional.
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Mary 05:43
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Mary Mary what have you done? you're making a fool out of everyone, it's so good share - some thing about you don;t be afraid to expose to the world a secret break down now you can start it again lose control so you can gain it again on the other hand i do respect you a lot for not being quick please , please just let me peak into a moment of yours that no one else could ever have but me. Play me now you are pulling the strings i wish to observe as you're spreading your wings I'm the only one who tells you what you need to hear but you don't seem to care
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Facts 05:26
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FACTS somebody out there lost his way home someone is falling from the sky somebody broke your heart and didn't care because you're not like those on TV poor guy he took his own life, he didn't know there are no imaginary friends somebody killed his kid and felt good he should have prayed instead of sin all of us lost our way all of us lost our mind today some of us want to not live in despair. haven't we gone too far? everything we have is falling apart under these conditions no one could be sane some dude on the subway was tense, couldn't let go. i asked and he said that he was rushing to catch the fight match on TV then he asked with joy if i followed... i told him i wasn't into two men beating the shit out of each other for fun all of you are insane never thought of using your brain stupidly blind to everything around you nothing is unexplained there is a reason for the pain usually due to the facts that have been put - there - for - you somebody told us why we are here deliberate dumbed down society rituals and gods still taken seriously we are mindless and guilt free how can we look away she treats you like shit , to her cross she prays obsessed with her rocks and you are with your muscles over emotional completely superficial obeying and executing what you were taught to. my god is better then yours killing for some greater cause our brain capacity i swear, we're like 2 year olds haven't you noticed yet religion's the cause for all this shit aren't we all the same we're born and we hang for a bit and then we go.

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released January 1, 2015

all songs written by Daniel Jakubovic

produced/mixed/mastered as well as Drums / guitars / bass / bouzouki / keys / piano / hammond B3 / accordion by Daniel Jakubovic

Soprano Sax on "Other Ways" - Jaroslav Jakubovic

art design - Katie Grim

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As well as fronting the band "Against The Wall"since 2005 , Daniel released a bunch of solo albums which you can check out here. ... more

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